I recently spent some time talking about the newspaper biz with an old friend up in New Jersey. She works for a smaller, more specialized paper and said she’s concerned because times are getting really tough. She’s really smart, knows the paper biz, knows theology, and if she’s concerned I suppose we all should be.
Talking to her made me think of the old days back in grad school in D.C. I am so, so, so, out of practice in theology. I am rusty, and that’s an understatement. I used to be right there, on the vanguard. I’m not anymore. I think at some point I made the decision, after being turned away from a couple of theology schools, to try and become a writer. I knew I’d never be Karl Rahner, or Rudy Bultmann, and, now that I’ve switched gears, I’m pretty sure I’ll never be Ernest Hemingway, either.
Mediocrity is a hard pill to swallow, isn’t it?
I like to read “The Mail” section of The New Yorker. Perhaps because I get so many opinionated, critical emails and letters, I take comfort in reading critical letters to another publication.
I recently enjoyed a letter sent in by a fellow who was criticizing a Jan 5 piece about alternative journalism titled “It Took a Village.” In it the critic quotes Dan Wolf, one of the founders of the Village Voice, who said, “The Village Voice was conceived as a living, breathing attempt to demolish the notion that one needs to be a professional to accomplish something in a field as purportedly technical as journalism.”
Wow, I like that. That’s kind of the way I feel about my newborn career in journalism. I’m just blundering along, trying to learn what I can from those around me. I think I have a gift for listening and for hearing the heart of a story. I worked as a lay minister for a while and I cultivated the kinds of pastoral skills that help when I’m doing an interview. However, I just don’t feel that I’m a very good writer. I take much too long to produce stories and I’m not aggressive enough to really do investigative reporting.
Emily LeCoz is a good friend and I’m constatly telling her how amazed I am by what she does. I couldn’t do it. Give me a week or two to work on a piece and I can give you something decent. Ask me to turn something out in a day and you’re risking the life of the paper it’s printed on.
I’m working on this. I want to get better.
One of the things I like make sure I have on Fridays is a couple of interviews in my bag to take to Hernando so I can work when I feel like it. I spend a lot of the weekend reading and watchign DVD’s of The Simpsons, but, I also like to lock myself away and work a little. This weekend I have some good stuff: an interview with Bishop Jospeh Latino of the Catholic Diocese of Jackson, MS. I have that on tape. I also have an interview with Rev. Cheryl Penson of Lane Chapel CME Church in Tupelo. That’s for Black History Month. Todd Sherman, my good friend, shot a nice portrait to go along with the piece and my cubicle mate, Leslie Criss, will be expecting that by Tuesday evening.
Tonight my wife, who teaches school, is helping pull off a beauty paegent that’s also a fundraiser. We have real objections to the whole business but she’s being a good sport about it.
I should be working while she’s away but all I’ve done is make hotdogs on the grill and watch three episodes of The Sporanos. Tomorrow she and I will attend the wake of a realative in Memphis, probably hit a restaurant out in Collierville/Germantown.
I’ve recently been talking to my good friend, Ginny Miller, about starting a FaceBook account. I told her, “Ginny, I don’t think anybody really cares to know what I’m doing throughout the day.”
No sooner that I said that, I make this entry.
Peace,
Galen